One More Pill

I thought I might as well be wasted
Oh it's easy
I thought I might as well live
But oh what the hell
But I'll take a lesson or two
Steal a minute with you
In some obscure profound institution
Oh God I'm losin
Take a hit to get to sleep
and one to stay awake
All the time I think
Now what you said again
Said again
I'm banging up
Against this wall again

Maybe I'll go outside today
Then I think what's the point
But maybe
I try too hard
And maybe
I love too much
Too much
Too much
But I know
I shouldn't say I love you
But I don't know how not to
And so I let you
Forget you
With maybe

So tell me who to pretend to be
When I can act like me
But h if it helps you sleep sound
I walk around
I talk and I take
Oh I take a hit to get to sleep and one to stay awake
All the time I think now
What you said again
Said again
Banging up against this wall again

Maybe I'll go outside today
Then I think what's the point
But maybe
I try too hard
And maybe
I love too much
Too much
Too much
But I know
I shouldn't say I love you
But I don't know how not to
And so I let you
Forget you
But I know

Maybe I'm afraid to fly
Maybe I'm unjustified
But I don't mind
No I don't mind
I don't mind
I don't mind
Maybe I'm a little messed up
It's all the same
It's all the same
But I don't mind
No I don't mind
I don't mind
I don't mind